1. |
Happy Enough
03:10
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At last I don't have to pretend, this time.
But you still live in this room in my head, inside.
It's been so long since I felt fine, bide time.
Until the thoughts are too loud to ignore, they crawl from under.
Candle light dinner made only for two, taking you out dressed to the nines in my favorite suit, you in that dress making me weak, the red silk wrapped around my teeth.
At last I don't have to pretend, this time.
But you still live in this room in my head, inside.
It's been so long since I felt fine, bide time.
Until the thoughts are too loud to ignore, they crawl from under.
Torturing myself.
Living in regret.
Dead memories.
All I have to recollect.
You’re in a complete state of bliss because you’re unaware your worst fears are coming true. But for tonight I’ll put on this mask, happy enough for you.
Torturing myself.
Living in regret.
Dead memories.
All I have to recollect.
You never know what you have until it’s gone, I can’t believe you stayed around for this long. I purposely ruin everything good in my life. You wouldn’t walk away on your own, so I motivated you with spite.
Torturing myself.
Living in regret.
Dead memories.
All I have to recollect.
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2. |
Folie a Deux
02:48
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I’m at this point where I don’t know what to do. I never thought I’d be this lost without you. It’s making me hate the world and all that comes with it, I’m resenting my past and my present.
Mistakes were meant to be made but I haven’t learned shit. I just keep making the same ones repeatedly. I’m going insane, I’m going insane from it.
Nothing changed I lost you and I’m losing my mind. You’re usually back to me by now but not this time. You wised up, got out, I can’t blame you at all for it. I kept you folie à deux with me and it was torturous.
I’ve been swimming around trying to untwine this tangled web I’ve constructed within my own mind.
There’s no solution or explanation for me and you. Just a constant reflection of myself stuck folie a deux.
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3. |
Better In Love
02:27
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Just tell me what it is you want from me. I’m sick and strung out, my fix of you is all I need.
To hear those words “I love you” even if it’s empty, to feel your touch even if it holds no meaning.
You look better in love. Your eyes glimmer and gleam. You look better when you’re in love, even if it isn’t with me.
Completely dependent, watching every move you make. Wrongly infatuated with a love you’ll never reciprocate.
Over and over again.
Things never change.
My heart pinned to my sleeve.
All of my efforts in vein.
Over and over again.
I’m driving myself insane.
Heart placed in my hand.
But everything remains the same.
You look better in love. Your eyes glimmer and they gleam. You look better when you’re in love, even if it isn’t with me.
Just tell me what it is you want from me. I’m sick and strung out, my fix of you is all I need.
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4. |
Outlined In Chalk
02:33
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Alone, your absence rings loudly in this vacant room. This silence is deafening, I’ll never escape the sound of you. I plead, for a moment of clarity but all of this is always surrounding me.
I need to erase these reminders taunting me with what will never be, outlined in chalk on display for the whole world to see.
Eyes closed and collecting dust, my body settles, you stare in disgust. I know that you will see this through, I only ask of you.
Trace the lines.
Tell me do they speak?
Do they say every word that you never said to me?
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5. |
The Witch
02:49
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Wrapped tightly around your finger is where I choose to stay. At your beck and call, I come running when you say my name.
These games you continue to play are killing me. My spirit is broken, my mind is weak. I see everything this will ever be. An endless cycle of the witch torturing me. You can have your way, do whatever you like. There’s no limit to the pain I’ll endure for you this time. You can
Bury me.
Alive.
Break my bones.
I won’t put up a fight.
Close the casket.
Look me dead in my eyes.
Show me what it’s like to suffer.
Bury me alive.
Tell the world of your latest masterpiece. How out of your palm, I would eat. Let them know that I fell for all your lies and how you
Buried me.
Alive.
Broke my bones.
I didn’t put up a fight.
Closed my casket.
Looked me dead in my eyes.
Showed me what it’s like to suffer.
You buried me alive.
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6. |
Voir Rouge
02:36
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Clear your mind and come waste away with me. See the world as red as it can be.
The veil I used to protect myself from this hate has been removed and it is embracing me. Consuming my being, I’m beginning to love this freeing feeling.
Seeing the world for what it really is. Miserable people all doing miserable shit.
You’ve thought you’ve known pain.
But your pain has yet to begin.
Know Suffering
No Peace
Martyr defined
Guilty deceased
Your eyes open, your vision voir rouge.. just like me.
You have been cleansed now, and your soul is free.
Voir rouge, just like me. Your soul is free.
Clear your mind and come waste away with me. See the world as red as it can be.
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7. |
Coup De Grace
03:08
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Isolation was the key
I pushed everyone away.
In love with myself, all I needed was me.
Took up vacancy in my own head.
Became an introvert, not giving a fuck who I hurt. Caring only for my own needs.
If you said loved me before, I’ll make you hate me.
Locked myself up in a room, just to block the sun.
I needed to breathe, but from my problems I can’t run.
Locked myself up in a room, to block the sun.
Just a chair and in my right hand a gun.
There will be no coming back from this, but I will know peace. My coup de Grace is finally coming, it is the end of me.
I set you all free from me, this pain will not make it’s way to you. I’ll miss you all, goodbye, goodnight, and I am sorry for everything I put you through.
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